sniffles....ah choooo!

yes...i'm utterly miserable.

my nose is malfunctioning again.
i probably sneezed for the 100th time today.
and that's just a humble estimate.
i probably used up more energy sneezing today than doing anything else.
that darn paper is still not done.
i've progressed by half a page after slogging for 6 hrs.
tried to stay positive n motivated, but think PMS is creeping up on me.

yes...i cried...cos i was feeling so pathetic...so frustrated.

i really worked on the paper a lot.
put in many good hours.
worked my brains so hard i keep thinking about the paper even before i sleep.
dun understand why so difficult.
something's wrong.
keep getting stuck.
i'm trying hard.
i prayed.
i did my quiet time.
God...why? what are you trying to say?
it's just a paper.
it's really late.
i hate this muddle.

i keep getting confused...and lost...
brain feels awfully fuzzy.
throat is scratchy.
when i'm not sniffling, i'm sneezing.

help

argh

this is not good...